I M DOING WHAT I M DOING...BECAUSE GOD TOLD ME TO DO IT BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WOULD...
Last year i was truly hurt immensely “in His service...” was threatened with “ ill kill you and your ministry & we ll see what will become of your dreams...”
I did not allow fear & gave it no place in fact i made a total CUT why.... because if that is what a “child/kids in His Kingdom” looks like i don’t wanna be in “that kingdom...” you cant one moment be a super christian next moment act like a "devil"!
I isolated myself a short while once again realized people will always hurt fail disappoint us BUT GOD...NEVER!
That night in my closet i prayed can still remember simply said “well Lord i step back so You step in, into this person s life, i give this person in your hands, You deal with that life according to deeds) i choose to forgive to let go let God..believe me that night i bled empty in my heart one more time but hurt was washed in tears in His Word, till pure heart with no unforgiveness ...my hands were clean my heart pure life continued. I knew God would take care (oh He did & still does) NO FEAR GIRL.
Oh yeah you can believe it God is dealing in this persons life...i am in no way rejoicing in it, in fact i weep in prayer for this person, because sometimes in life humans take themselves on a road they should never have gone by their own foolish or death choices...choices have consequences always! My heart aches for this person BUT GOD...BUT GOD...BUT GOD will firm but gentle also work all for this persons good and God s glory that i do know and believe God is no liar!
After prayer i so clear heard the voice of God saying “Daughter, Tania...i heard that person when those words were spoken against you BUT I (BUT GOD...) I AM greater in You than the one in this world killing stealing destroying... through tears i said “Lord tell me in Your Word show me that you heard those words in a supernatural way please Dad...i need that assurance from You...”well i was flipped when He led me by Holy Spirit to Genesis 37:20 “Come therefore , let us now kill him(her)...We shall see what will become of his/her dreams”!
Well PEACE INDESCRIBABLE FELL INTO MY HEART to this very day & BELIEVE ME God is showing off big time to those who dared to speak those words over this girls life and His Ministry (this ministry is His not mine i dont need to prove myself seek glory and fame i m on Heavens Front Page daily and have the world as stage without limits led BY HIS SPIRIT so truly blessed i am in Him)
Maybe you re reading here tonight & you feel like i felt that day those DEATH WORDS WERE SPOKEN OVER ME HIS MINISTRY...maybe you right now have a vacant look of someone who has lost his her dream?
Perhaps you have not lost it all....maybe you made same mistakes i did ( shared with the wrong people because you trust people until proven wrong...time after time...) Yep all the “helpers” who came with long dreams prayer prophecies promises are now all in “ministries” because they changed their minds from “God told me this to God told met that...” people can manipulate God s word so so so bad...
Sorry to say, but i ve learnt hard way TRUST NONE WITH DREAMS PROPHECIES ALL SUPER SPIRITUAL TALK BUT WALK DIFFERENT...none dared to make talk walk line up being SERVANTS IN HIS SERVICE oh no all wanna be KINGS QUEENS just not servants... WELL THAT S WHO I AM IN HIS SERVICE AT SERVICE A WILLING OBEDIENT SERVANT!....Yeah so reminds me afresh of Joseph who shared heavenly vision with his “BLOOD BROTHERS” take note... and in their JEALOUSY they tried to kill him to keep it from coming to pass...Be carefeul i hate to say this but it is truth "Blood brothers sisters in Christ are dangerous be alert...not all that say Lord Lord..."(you know the word re this warning...)
What iv e learnt through my life walk journey in His Ministry too is simply this: some people cannot stand to see your dream His Dream. They get jealous when you start talking about big things and climb higher than they have...they almost always sing the same tune “you cant do that...nobody else has done that...who do you think you are...why are you so special...”
I ve learnt when someone does ask you this simply tell them this: “thats exactly what God told me to do because nobody else has done it yet! Sorry, i cant afford to talk to you anymore bye!” then walk away worthy of your calling and be faithful to step out on the water by yourself and walk.
My friend forget the “Joseph brothers & dreamers” who tried to kill you His dream & tried to quench your faith! Believe me now you can resurrect right now! Step out the boat ALONE and know you are not ALONE just like that ONE MAN HAD TO STEP OUT THE BOAT WALK THE WATER TO THE MAN HIMSELF JESUS CHRIST!
HALLELUJAH!!!!
All rights reserved – Tania Bisset
Vii Pillars Ministry (C)
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