Facing a giant in my life indeed...might sound oh so crazy but be assured at the same time it is so so so painful, cant express in words, yet at the same time such beauty & treause is found in this oh so painful situation.
Isolating myself alone past few days ALONE WITH HIM He is just raising me up far above the storm! Facing the two biggest most beautiful months ministry wise, yet in my own life i m bleeding one more time, however when i sat down yesterday saying “Dear Lord what next...i am weak but You are strong!”He raised me up with these words He whispered by His spirit to my heart:
“Tania, focus on My promise to you not this problem!Tania you shall turn aside to the right hand or to the left.You shall walk in all the ways I The Lord Your God commands you that you may live and it may be well with you and that you may prolong your days in the land which you shall posess...(Deut 5:32-33)There is blessings in all your tests beautiful girl!people talking about you?Let them talk, someone trying to work you out? let them do their best! Someone stealing from you, let them for when they touch you they touch Me, I will deal, you don’t have to, remember: vengeance is Mine i will repay when they touch attack steal from you, they touch Me, Your Beloved. The fruit of promise Tania is ripe and waiting right now. (Num 13:20)Right now you ll see a treasure hidden in this situation that no one else will see you ll find it! I m preparing you for a blessing in the midst of your enemies & trials.Be bold take courage Now go get that fruit & bring home one more testimony for Me.”
This so encouraged me i just so afresh realized, we all hurt, we all cry, sometime. BUT GOD..GOD IS ENOUGH. Just that. Nothing more. Nothing less. Also in the fire hour. So why do i wanna go into pity party mode, oh no praise Him in the fire in the desert! No better time!
I know i have to keep my eyes on Him not the storm, i m walking the water eyes on Him i wont drown, i m sleeping in the boat amidst the storm, why? He is in control of my life boat my life, all that is mine is His. All that i am is His. So made me think people who really KNOW ME know very well when they drive with me i spend most of the time in the car praying. I have had a few bender moments because of this, why? the moment i take my eyes off where i m going, because of someone elses urging i take myself on a detour.. so iv e come to conclusion when God is taking me someplace i don’t worry or care about anyone elses urging for He ordains me to be where i need to be...even in the fire! So? Learnt hard way, let no one and nothing distract you from His Single Lane One Way!
Dont ever focus on the negative, move on (it s a choice of lining up your will to His will even walking by faith not by sight knowing you can trust Him to blindfold you lead you to where He desires knowing you can trust Him fully you ll arrive safe at the end – travelling safe in His Hand, oh yeah !
Focus to move on till you see what God sees for you: i had to move on till i saw what He saw for me:
· He has good things in store for me at the end of this once iv e passed THROUGH this valley in the shadow of death!
· There is always fruit ripe and waiting for me to pick in the very core of trials tests!
· Dont pay attention to evil reports.
Dont know if you have ever noticed thought about it but true: once we see something that overwhelms us, we get stuck in the negative! DONT DONT DONT!!! (it s a choice to WALK TRHOUGH THE VALLEY or GET STUCK IN THE VALLEY) I used to do it too, now i hear His echo in my heart when this does come cloud over me...”Be of good courage girl! Dont become afraid, don’t get stuck in the negative don’t let this paralyze you (easy if you choose to heed to the situation instead of Him) I DID NOT GIVE YOU A SPIRIT OF FEAR. (yes I call it by name no spirit of fear I gave you)! Look in the middle of this crisis hour you ll find a hidden treasure just for you. Be bold take courage...” and then you simply choose to resist the spirit of fear, break the walls of fear, in Jesus Name cover by His Blood and simply don’t build fear walls on negative bricks in your life or heart!
One thing sure i don’t have time for pity party! I m looking at God s ability in this inability. Very clear He told me straight “Tania now i don’t want you to tell me about your inadequacies, your lack, nobody loving you nobody being there to stand with you in the fire...dont tell Me about the stacked up things against you right now FOCUS ON WHAT YOU HAVE GOING IN ME THROUGH ME UNTO ME INSTEAD BEAUTIFUL GIRL! Tell me now about all your blessings your gifting your love all that is going right and I will take care of the rest...Be still and know girl I AM GOD! GOD IS ENOUGH.”
How awesome it was when He woke me this morning early hours to share only this “ Tania do you know why the psalmist said “From the rising of the sun to its going down The Lord s Name is to be praised...Psalm 113:3 Beautiful girl, it is to keep you from talking negative now in this situation. You don’t have time for a pity party beautiful girl You and i we re a team a unit so powerful we need to continue we have work to do in MY kingdom! Come girl Come Come Come with Me. I have been too good to you.everytime you look around I am blessing you, so don’t waste time on pity party being negative...I love you my beautiful girl!”
Maybe this is you too...well then i dare ask you pray this “Lord Jesus i choose to forget the negative things that have happened to me in the past. I choose to even forget the bad things that are happening to me right now! Instead, i choose to praise You morning noon and night You are so good to me! I m gonna make it .... PS: thank You i don’t have to fake a thing i can openly tell You i m finding it hard but i still love You i still trust You i still follow You i still choose to celebrate life and love in You every second of my life all of my days no matter what!
Tania Bisset
Vii Pillars Ministry
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