What is happening to me?

What is happening to me...

This morning overlooking a sea  of broken jars of clay in a prison i took a quick glimpse at all the EYES & in most eyes without words i could find this cry out “what is happening to me?”... Spontaneously i was led by the Holy Spirit to minister on Psalm 23:4...

“yea though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i will fear no evil for You are with me Your rod and Your staff they comfort me..” Ps23:4

PS: Needless to say wish you could see the faces when with intro i said “i m looking into your eyes and without words i m reading a question in it...you are asking yourself in silence what is happening to me? .. it was WOW to see those smiles break through eyes flood in tears...!

I m asking you the same i asked them now: does the idea of “in between” bring fear to you? Come on, don’t let it intimidate you!God is God of the “in between” too! David sure knew this truth! He called it “the shadow of death”....So did Job, Jeremiah, Isaiah...death is mentioned in the term but it refers more to the fear of death...

Believe me sometimes in the middle of one of your most satisfying times with the Lord you ll find you don’t really feel like yourself! Now do note: if it does not stem for a very clear PHYSICAL problem ( & assuming you ve taken care of the basics in your walk IN CHRIST) nothing is wrong with you. You are simply raised to level of commitment.

I m sure you heard His voice calling you to come up higher! Sure you obeyed, you became faithful in keeping your word. Maybe you started witnessing & became unashamed about the gospel of Jesus Christ. Things started happening, life began to change! No wonder you re not feeling like you used to! Why? you are a new person in a new (different) place!

Good and bad news for you depending how you react on it: you are simply in an “inbetween time” Keep going. The promised land is straight ahead.

Dare to pray this “Lord Jesus i was not prepared for the jet lag of my spiritual journey. One moment i was in a pit crying out to You. The next moment i was free on my way to paradise You promised. Then i woke up in the desert with a dry mouth & aching heart asking what is happening to me? Now i know, it s called the “in between”time, the wilderness – again! Oh Lord i will keep walking & hoping in You, even in the middle of the valley of this shadow of death for i know You are with me – even here! Amen.

Love you all – hold onto The Beacon in the storm in the “in between” time, He is our Rock.

Tania Bisset

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