A glimpse Into my very private yet very public journey...
He Confronted me with 3 lines i had to fill in for Him, the lines read simple...plain...so i thought anyway! Whatever i thought ill face it ill face the music for the song He chooses...little did i know...HE wowed me when i completed those 3 basic lines big time a whole new life unfolded in Him! Within myself the real me (a hurting fearful little warrior girl) was still hiding very very very deep within myself in layers i thought i dealt with long ago (so deep i hid that pain rejection)...but then again the wounds had to be opened one final time, again... bleeding empty, salt of His Word fell on each wound to point i could taste the salt burning the wound to death once and for all & a fountain of Life & Love In Him burst & gushed forth into total freedom in my heart my life, WOW! Never in my life have i been this vonureable, never in my life have i seen such pain birth such beauty, but then again... i point back to : THE CROSS...THE HEART...THE CROSSROAD...(more about this HIS BRIDE SY BRUID SEPT 2011)
Today He is standing before you reading here asking you to complete the same basic three lines, dare to answer Him, i dare you...i dare you...i dare you...!!!
1. I (fill in your name) need ...
2. I (fill in your name) want ...
3. I (fill in your name) desire...
This is what followed once i answered those three line raw radical open honest to myself, to Him!
You said...You want.... YES I DO!
· You said it does not interest You what i do for a living – You said You want to know what i ache for & if i dare dream of meeting my own hearts longing! YES I DO...
· You said it does not matter how young or old i am age is irrelevant – You said You want to know if ill risk looking like a fool for love for my own dream for the adventure of being alive! YES I DO...
· You said it does not interest You what is squiring my moon – You said You want to know if i have touched the centre of my own sorrow...You said You want to know if i have been opened up by life’s betrayels or have become shrivelled & closed from fear of future pain....You said You want to know if i can sit with others pain, mine and theirs, without moving to hide it or fix it! YES I DO...
· You said You want to know if i can be with Joy, mine & others! You said You want to know if i can dance with such joy in wildness and let the ecstacy fill me to the tips of my fingers & toes without cautioning to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human! YES I DO...
· You said You re not interested if story i m telling You is true or not! You said You want to know if i can disappoint myself, if i can bear accusation of betrayel & not betray my own soul & so be found trustworthy & still keep the faith alive! YES I DO...
· You said You want to know if i can see beauty, even when it s not pretty, every day, and if i can source my own life in it, in Your Life Your Presence Only! YES I DO...
Tania Bisset
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